still feeling down with things
still clueless on how to explain things.
i still cant believe that what have been told was different from what i heard
making me and my family suffer because of this.
this had actually ntg got to do with what it supposed to be
if you had not been careless last two years ago,this wont even happen
and that two years back,im not in the situation
not even knowing who are you
why cant you tell the truth
why must you lie to them
why must you twist the story
why make things more difficult when it is much easier
my blood was pumping hard when i went to the room
the only hope to retrieve was praying real hard this time round
hope everythings gonna be alright
with the minimun trash given to me
this may sounds typical to you.
but not for my family.
you had made people's life difficult trying to tell different part of the story.
when in the end,its all the same.
you made me investigate things myself
trying to put every part of chapter from many kinds of people to get the one thick book.
which in the end,you still end up telling different story to the real person.
faking the facts from them.
hoping to get away when eventually youre the one who started all this with that simple words
whick broke out into this mashed potatoes.
hoping for real safety to come.
ty girl (: